Tuesday, January 10, 2006

what i know

I'm 29, male, mostly white, brown/brown, (that sounds like a singles ad so I will add) married to a wonderful woman these past four years. I'm a database admin, and have been a programmer and networking jack of all trades. I'm not too athletic, but I like running. I read a lot of fiction, mostly sci-fi.

My memory of things is fuzzy, but I think I was sitting at home alone when this happened. The sensory deprivation really getting on my nerves. Sometimes I see things in the white, but I'm pretty sure it's just my eyes trying to make something from nothing. If I don't get out of here, I worry I may go nuts or something.

Thursday, December 29, 2005


I've been wandering in this white fog seems like forever ... please help

Monday, December 26, 2005

where am i (1/4)

hELO I'm driven in search of an American legend

where i am

The walls and ceiling are hard. The floor is soft. Everything is white. And I can't see myself.

What has happened to me?

Thoughts percolate in my head. With the palm of my hand, I feel them written on the floor. They fade, but I'm writing them down here for you to see, and hopefully make sense of them.